I have so much to update!
The money manifesting programme was great. I got some wonderful spirit inspired synchronisities that came into being just as the money manifesting programme said they would.
Ideas came up for subjects to write about and how to marketing them came to me. It felt like the universe was speaking directly to me through other people in where I should go next.
And then – I got ill. I felt like I’d run into a brick wall. I felt run-down and tired and I simply didn’t have the will or energy to continue with the money manifesting programme or want to blog. I struggled with the direction I was going in. I felt lost and confused. I think I hit some pretty big emotional blocks about how I felt about money and I just wanted to run and hide from the world.
But, however much I wanted the ride to stop so I could get off and have a rest for a bit, the world keeps turning. I got back on the manifesting programme and left it open to what would come.
One of the things that manifested was a request to do HypnoBirthing courses. I trained as a practitioner in 2006, but haven’t promoted it as I wanted to focus on giving readings and coaching. But suddenly people are phoning me asking for courses and I’ve been delighted to oblige. I’m very much looking forward to the arrival of some ‘hypnobabies’ next month. It just shows that having different channels to receive income is so important. That was a very easy way to receive money as it was something I had already trained in and could do.
Also, I have manifested another income in the form of a job (different to the previous job I had). It’s a great progressive company, a thoughtful and switched on boss, and interesting, creative work where I really believe I can learn and grow. And the bonus is it is part -time so I can still continue with Soul Realignment readings and coaching too.
Since starting this new job I suddenly feel energised. I’ve got a permanent smile on my face. I know I am creating worthwhile work. I feel successful and know how I can contribute to my own development and others. I feel like the pressure is off me with creating my own business. I’d been ’shoulding’ myself somewhat into believing that my business model ’should’ be like the people who I admire in the business. Whereas really, I can create it in the way that suits me and my clients best. Suddenly I feel more playful about business. Because I don’t ‘have’ to do it now, I want to do it, it feels so free.
A year ago, getting job and wearing a suit to work each day would have felt like a failure, but now it feels very much like a success. I know I am going to get what I need for my own development: new skills, discipline and routine. I really like the fact I am meeting people every day in person, rather than online. Having a year working from home has really made me appreciate the world of work more. This year out of office work has enabled me to reflect on where I contributed to making my life difficult and where my easy-going nature and reluctance to be assertive set me up for failure rather than success. Time away from the crazymaking in my previous job has helped me see things more clearly. Running my own business for a year has increased my confidence. I go back to the world of work knowing that I can handle the challenges I face and I know where I can add value and contribute.
I will still be doing readings and coaching so please feel free to contact me with questions or to book a session with me. I’m also creating an ebook and audio programme about intuition and manifesting which I’m very excited about too.
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